what happens in this world? : '(.

Posted by Meidya Sekar Ayu | Labels: outpouring of my heart

You.
Yes, indeed you.
I want to say a few words for you.
maybe not a few, but, many sentences for you.
sentence is probably the most outpouring of my heart.
outpouring of my heart when you suddenly disappear from the life of cyberspace.
life of a virtual world where we used to joke.
virtual world where we used to each other express themselves.
virtual world where we used to talk about our activities.
virtual world where the "first time we met"
virtual world where the "first time we fight"
virtual world where "we console each other"

Virtual world where "We're Separated"

I still remember the first time we met.
You're asking me something.
The first question from you since I know you.

"You friend of Senna yes?"

Question.
The question that is still remembered clearly.
after that we talk about the song "Bleach"
closing song in "Bleach Movie - Memories of Nobody"
~ Aqua Timez - Senno yoru wo koete ~
at which time you're still using that character.
Ichigo Kurosaki.
Your favorite characters at the time.
you were a tomboy. very tomboyish.
so I think you are a man.

a man who is very cool.
really understand the feelings of a woman.
but when you admit that you are female.
I'm a little sorry.
but on the other hand, most of my heart said.
It's not a problem.
we still be friends. even friendly.

until such time as we fight.
just because you feel that you are not in need anymore.
just because that you remove me.
you're blocking my facebook.
so I can not find you again.
if in thought again, your behavior was outrageous.
simply keeping me find you.
we fight there.
continued to argue until the matter was finished.

after that, you're changing.
changed into a different.
you're not a "Kurosaki Natochi" again.

now you're "Malice"
you're not a "Nato"
I really do not like it.
but, what am I entitled to regulate what he wants to do?

some people also said that Nato changed. 180 degrees.
I had several times to her emotions.
just because the same thing as before.
was not in need anymore.
Well, we came back better.
but, it really I can not accept this!
he's not the first Nato could make my spirit when emotions.
he can not be angry!
even when he is wrong, and when trampled, he even received it!
what the hell this!

Until finally, last.
him to be himself.
"Natasha Johanna"
be himself, the more I can not understand.
my communication with him the more stretchable.

until now.
he decided to leave facebook.
if it happens, I want him to quickly return.
it feels different, when communicating via SMS and Facebook.
I'd rather have with him on facebook.

I really wanted to cry heard all the remarks. The following is a status-which I wrote my status on facebook. :'(

Everything is not going to like this and you do not need this if you want a story, do not put all your problems alone, anyone out there know anyone can help, comfort, and slightly lighten D ': sorry if all this time I can only give you a place I pour heart. but how else would, if I'm asked about what happened to you surely you would not have a story .. Hurry back so Nato .. : '(

Thanks, thanks, thanks once :'( you already want to be my best friend, even though you own no problem, did you still want to listen to the outpouring of my heart. you already want to be a' Big Brother 'is good for me .. :'( you are making me 'Changed 'and feel' different 'from the first. it feels really heavy all of a sudden you do not exist. D'; But, memories of us ... I'll always remember. :'(

You said: 3 Things MOST Securities, one of friendship: "Do you occasionally have the opportunity sia2kan friend, because he will do many things for us." . Yes! That's you! you do many things for me. I never waste it you! . but sorry, sorry, maybe I have not done many things for you? : '(